Hi. I haven't written here in a while have I?
I guess I just haven't had things on my mind anymore. Or I had things on my mind but they were too secret to be posted in public. Hopefully I'm going to start writing again.
I don't have much to do anymore. The past few days have been wake up, eat breakfast, go to school, eat lunch, continue school, go home, play some music, do homework, go to bed. ANNNND REPEAT.
Not that that's bad or anything, it's just a tad bland. Bland is how it was before so that's alright. I'm totally okay with that.
Gee I kind of miss doing this for the sake of doing it.
btw. Just post it.
Apr 13, 2011
Dec 1, 2010
Nov 30, 2010
Sweet December.
It's been one hour into the last month of the year.
I'd like to say first of all, Happy December.
This is the time of year where I kind of look back on the year passing. I like giving it judgement on whether it was a good year or not.
Well negatively speaking;
The start of this year was terrible, and I almost gave up on school, love, my family, and even a few friends. I was going on and on about how 2010 was going to be a terrible year, and how it was just going to be like 2009.
Then something was blocking my view of all negativity-- Well, more like someone.
As it neared the end of the school year of 2010, I figure out what I wanna do with my life with a little help from school, I figure out whether someone really loved me or not, unlike the beginning of my romance venture, I realized that your family is your family, and you can't pick and choose, and if you can't do something about it, just ignore it, and I realized that I really do have real friends.
I now know why I get stressed with school so much, and that's because I always think that parents and teachers always expect more than what I have to offer, but really, I feared their expectations by choosing to procrastinate, so therefore, I AM cheating them because I really can give as much as they expect.
I now know that their expectations aren't as high as I make them sound because I can do better; I know I can. This is why I've been trying so hard this school year, and it's really doing me well.
Love is bittersweet, and doesn't really hit you until you REALLY feel it smack you in the face.
Those who always think they're in love with a person they had just met for a few days, now piss me off.
Darling, what you wanna say is you LIKE that person; you are at no level to call it love unless you've experienced true love before and know what it feels like.
That's what happened to me earlier in the year and man, didn't I get screwed over. Little did I know that after going through all that relationship drama, I really did get treated well in the end, and NOW I can say it's love.
There have been rough patches here and there (and here and there and there and there) with my family, but I can deal with it and eventually get over it. Always looking at your family negativly never gets you anywhere. It just digs deeper into the problem.
As for my friends, they may be the ones where you say 'oh I never argue with her because she's my best friend and we couldn't possibly argue with eachother'
well, I learned that REAL friends are honest with you whether it's gonna upset you or not. They let you know what's on their mind or if you're doing something that bothers them, and whether it upsets you or not, it somehow brings the relationship more together and well.. Just fixes everything. You learn new things about them, and them you, and things just work out well in the end.
What is my overall judgement of 2010?
It was great. Really really great. Lessons learned, challenges defeated, goals achieved. Things were just overall really great despite stupid moments, hard times, and just plain old bad luck.
But then again, I shouldn't get ahead of myself because I've still got 31 days to live in the year of 2010 before it's over. God knows what'll happen then.
Well I'm off. Goodnight blogger.
-and as for th picture challenge, I kind of failed that. S'all good.
Chimo. <3
I'd like to say first of all, Happy December.
This is the time of year where I kind of look back on the year passing. I like giving it judgement on whether it was a good year or not.
Well negatively speaking;
The start of this year was terrible, and I almost gave up on school, love, my family, and even a few friends. I was going on and on about how 2010 was going to be a terrible year, and how it was just going to be like 2009.
Then something was blocking my view of all negativity-- Well, more like someone.
As it neared the end of the school year of 2010, I figure out what I wanna do with my life with a little help from school, I figure out whether someone really loved me or not, unlike the beginning of my romance venture, I realized that your family is your family, and you can't pick and choose, and if you can't do something about it, just ignore it, and I realized that I really do have real friends.
I now know why I get stressed with school so much, and that's because I always think that parents and teachers always expect more than what I have to offer, but really, I feared their expectations by choosing to procrastinate, so therefore, I AM cheating them because I really can give as much as they expect.
I now know that their expectations aren't as high as I make them sound because I can do better; I know I can. This is why I've been trying so hard this school year, and it's really doing me well.
Love is bittersweet, and doesn't really hit you until you REALLY feel it smack you in the face.
Those who always think they're in love with a person they had just met for a few days, now piss me off.
Darling, what you wanna say is you LIKE that person; you are at no level to call it love unless you've experienced true love before and know what it feels like.
That's what happened to me earlier in the year and man, didn't I get screwed over. Little did I know that after going through all that relationship drama, I really did get treated well in the end, and NOW I can say it's love.
There have been rough patches here and there (and here and there and there and there) with my family, but I can deal with it and eventually get over it. Always looking at your family negativly never gets you anywhere. It just digs deeper into the problem.
As for my friends, they may be the ones where you say 'oh I never argue with her because she's my best friend and we couldn't possibly argue with eachother'
well, I learned that REAL friends are honest with you whether it's gonna upset you or not. They let you know what's on their mind or if you're doing something that bothers them, and whether it upsets you or not, it somehow brings the relationship more together and well.. Just fixes everything. You learn new things about them, and them you, and things just work out well in the end.
What is my overall judgement of 2010?
It was great. Really really great. Lessons learned, challenges defeated, goals achieved. Things were just overall really great despite stupid moments, hard times, and just plain old bad luck.
But then again, I shouldn't get ahead of myself because I've still got 31 days to live in the year of 2010 before it's over. God knows what'll happen then.
Well I'm off. Goodnight blogger.
-and as for th picture challenge, I kind of failed that. S'all good.
Chimo. <3
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